actually ... sometimes ...

#actually , sometimes i feel i dont have a best-friend . i wanna have one :I who want give me one ? just GOD can give me :)

#actually , in my life . i feel i just alone in this world

#actually , sometimes i can't string words properly

#actually , sometimes i use a translator to translate from Indonesia language to English language

#actually , sometimes i dont know what i wanna say

#actually , i have a boy-friend but my friends dont know about that. because i think they no need to know, because they never (okey not never but seldom) care of me.

#actually , i very like garfield, it cartoon who just can make me smile or guffaw

#actually , i wanna be like miley cyrus

#actually , i want to be the best in this world (yea . everybody always want this one)

#actually , i wanna be the best accounting at my school

#actually , i know i'm just a beginner to be an accounting

#actually , i want my secrets still a secrets . but sometimes i guess my bestfriend have spreading my secrets

#actually , i have been keeping more secrets of my friends . and i have promise to not spreading their secrets . and will keep it until i die

#actually , i know my english is bad (not too bad okay)

#actually , i like him ( nick jonas )

#actually , if i feeling very angry or suck to my friends. sometimes i want to spread their secrets. but i still can retaining that.

#actually , sometimes i wanna be like my friends . can go anywhere , can get anything what i need , can go with my family, etc

#actually , sometimes i'd lie to some people if i am feel lazy with that person.

#actually , sometimes i wanna smile but i can't . and i dont know why ):

#actually , sometimes i feel like my friends does not respect me

#actually , i write this to pour out fill in my heart . because i'm feeling so bad now ):